family backround:
(individual, family, society)

Allen:
The way i see things, i seem to have come from:)

-a small family, i have one younger sister.
-a social status as that of a lower middle class at most, or just a knotch higher than that of the poverty line at least.
-a society of a third world country, obviously.
-a place in the sosiety of.. i really don’t know, probably because i just drift around, but in terms of social status, i’m from the proletariat side, no doubt.

WHY TAKE BAE?

-’Cause, i ‘m inclined to the arts, more or less.
-I write. More inclined to music, that is.
-I take pleasure in literature, big-time
-I want to build walls of words around my existence, RAKENROL!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO IN THE WORLD THRU BAE?

-Lyrics..

” one great rockshow can change the world..” -school of rock.

-Lyrics..

“purple haze all in my brain… actin’ funny and i dont know why. excuse me while i kiss the sky..” -jimi hendrix.

We meet again and I was hoping our confrontation could be delayed for hmm lets say next semester perhaps? But who am I kidding that would be asking the impossible.

You are probably wondering why I am writing knowing I could have done and be doing lots of things–except this. Well I’ll let you on a secret Com. Deadline has arrived again.

I could ignore both of you but you know me better than that and I know myself better than to do that. Heck going that far would be suicide! This is what I got myself into. Being enrolled in a system called BAE whose one of the many rules is to meet you on a regular basis. Writing every now and then, making my presence known so you would perhaps remember me. It is difficult. Afterall you’ve got what like twenty admirers worshipping you (there is hele, joli, hahaha and lots more) while I am doing this out of necessity. Got it?

However it is interesting that I find myself having fun writing to you. Even if all of it is just me ranting like a chicken. Blabbering such nonsense. For in every word I convey I find myself actually being relieved of my ‘baggages’ as if coming clean.

I know I ought to write more (which I should) but this matter of writing between you and me has led me to lots of possibilities (now that I think about it). I am being shown to a different world that only people enrolled in this system can make sense of. Should I take the next step? Throw away my baggages and brave the new world you are trying to show me.

Damn I am hallucinating and you are probably thinking I’ve gone nuts which somehow aptly describe the predicament I dug myself into.

Crazy for You,
Mel

writing is all about having fun(able to invent things, create characters and “brainchilding” quotes!) but at the same time making sense.

OR maybe (for the people in despair) writing is a product of a person who is in a dismal state but at the same time making sense.
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Writing puts the author in a position in which he/she owns something that will never die. To immortalize oneself maybe is the real deal. But at the very same time he/she will able to create new lives, new thoughts, new problems( though i strongly believe one do really have an influence) that makes him/her satiated.

It is a good feeling to be able to mold lives and thoughts that will tickle or hurt feelings of other people. Such is also a great adventure, like dreams, to travel places and meet people( though dreams are somewhat uncontrollable,writing allows an author to use God’s hands).

The beauty of writing all-in-all is the fun of being in control. The only hindrance is the person’s limitations(though this can be arguable) and his/her perseverance and passion. How much fun can it be to put a character in peril by throwing problems at him/her, create profound ideas and quotes that maybe just maybe being passed on chain letters, text messages or shout-outs in Friendster(not to mention being trnasmogrified into a Song or even a title to a movie, Filipinos do that always) and to have ones thoughts printed in paper. I just love the anatomy of the book, the smell, the cover and the name printed on it.

Hope this is sufficient and from now on, i’ll be a better person and student.

PEACE OUT!